February 2010
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January 2010
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Very stoned.
Yep.
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December 2009
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I bought the boyfriend a 100$ mini hookah for Christmas.
He better like it.
For Christmas, I got a cute new LG Neon.
And a lot of money, which I’m using for everyone else’s Christmas presents that I didn’t get on time.
I got rather schwasted the other night and had the most fun I’ve had in a long time.
I think I might love this boy. Not the way I love my friends. Hmm… Probably because I actually know what I’m doing, now. And he treats me so well. So I know he’s for real. And I know he’s not feeding me the same bull shit all the other boys have ever tried to pull.
It’s weird....
I don’t know what goes on in my own head sometimes.
Working and going to school is quite tiresome. Not to mention dealing with my trashy ex boyfriend who tried to sick his little sixteen year old pregnant “watch dog” on me yesterday over myspace.
He’s a little over sensitive because I gave him the middle finger a couple days ago.
Silly, silly.
I must find a healthier way of dealing with my stress.
I don’t cut myself or drink my stress away or anything. I just kinda deal with it.
Maybe I should start smoking cigarettes.
I can’t say I’ve ever fallen in love before. I was with my last boyfriend for over a year. Sometimes I wonder why I was with him, he acts like he’s 12 years old and he’s extremely annoying. He often embarrassed me in public by screeching like a pterodactyl right in my ear. And, he liked to cheat on me a lot.
But never in my entire life has a boy ever been able to make me...
November 2009
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I just got paid yesterday. It’s good to have money I can blow on whatever I want.
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I’ve always wanted to know how to dance. Not like how I dance when I’m wasted. Okay, the same exact way, but I’d love to actually be good at it.
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RIP
Saturday night, my mom died. I can’t say I’m grieving over it. Because I’m not. I’m sad, I feel a little empty. But that empty spot has been there for four years now.
She died four years ago to me, when she had a brain aneurysm that popped. It put her in a permanent vegetated state, and we waited four very long years for something to change. Nothing changed. And we...
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Work blew. Everyone has to know how to use the cash register regardless of what you applied for. So all day today, I trained on it. It’s pretty easy, but I had a bad hang over.
I’ve decided to go to work with a hang over.
I knew it was only a matter of time before I was gonna start complaining about having a job. I have no idea why I have to be there at 10 in the morning on Saturday since I usually work at night, but that’s just so inconvenient.
To go to work with a hangover, or not…
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“So, so you think you can tell Heaven from Hell,
blue skies from pain.
Can you...”
– -Pink Floyd.
I never realized how short this song really was. It’s amazing how something so simple and short can be so beautiful.
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My ex boyfriend thinks it makes him cool to yell stuff at me when he walks passed me in the hallways. He won’t say anything when he’s by himself, he only says it when he’s walking with one of his friends so he has someone to laugh with about what a bad ass he is. You REBEL, you! You know you’re a pussy when you get a thrill out of yelling something at somebody and then...
Today was my first day working at Kmart.
I sat on a computer for four hours. And it was so dreadful.
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I’ve been told I give great advice. I must admit, a lot of people do come to me when they need help, and I try my best to help. Sometimes I don’t think I do enough, but people always tell me how helpful I’ve been. Knowing I’m the reason somebody smiles means the world to me. I’ve always wanted to do nothing more but make everyone else happy.
But, I can’t follow...